so i called him. and he was busy. or something. and asked to call me tomorrow. now i feel like a stalker. my gut is telling me he is not interested in getting cornered by me. am i transferring my own fears? what makes me think that levelling with him will turn him suddenly gooey?these are not good signs. and they shake my confidence. just be honest. that's what you would want.
i just want to talk to him. and that small voice inside my head says that even though i said i wanted to be friends only, that he should try anyway if he trully wanted to get into my life.
i just want to scream.
"can i call you tomorrow?" meh. what the fuck is that.
10.14.04 : 9:32 p.m.