i should be in bed... monday comes early for me, every week it seems... stay up way too late on Saturday night... sleep in entirely too long on sunday... procrastinated getting up for 2 hours today... even procrastinated morning sex all cuddled against and entwined with eachother until all we had time for was a quickie... and then that was cut short by Ladybug and Iza showing up on time... scattering Y and I in various giggling directions... him for his clothes and the bathroom (minus his boxer briefs, which he found on top of a bookshelf after getting dressed and they had come in) and me for a bathrobe and to toss the blanket back onto the bed... fun, comfortable, steamy... he still seems unable to presume... we sat cuddled at iza's on the couch tonight... not really sure what is going on between us... or if either of us could tell you... but it's enjoyable... and i'm getting sucked in... i wonder if he recognizes the little intimacies we are sharing... i wonder if he smiles when he thinks about them... or if he does..
silly girl.
feeling the need to not be so lazy around the house... perhaps tomorrow will consist of work and then cleaning... kitchen and bathroom need it... vacuuming to be done... need to buy new xmas lights as the apt is very dark all the time now...
rattling of thoughts, sorry not more rounded out... but 7 am comes early for a nightowl...
01.16.05 : 11:37 p.m.